I sometimes find myself wishing
For something along the lines of
An inoperable brain tumor
Hoping
...Wishing, almost
For a reason to live my life to the fullest
It's silly isn't it
Hoping for death so we can finally live
How we need to validate our being happy,
As  if  it  needs  a  reason
I wish I had the courage to live my life on my terms,
Without justifying my happiness to others
I wish...
I wish...
I wish.

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