You're tearing me apart. Poking and prodding at my microscopic sense of sanity. You break me down , but make me feel so high. You bring out my smile, but make me want to cry. I'm lost. But I'm lost in you. Your voice leaves me dumbfounded. All I am is ready to blow, And only you can reconnect the displaced shrapnel from my heart. It doesn't make sense. You made me, and just as easily broke me. Why am I thirsting for more? The mind is a weird thing, the way it works. I hate you. I hate you with a fiery passion, one just enough to keep me warm in this unbearable cold. You ruined me, so now I'm asking you to undo the damage.