my father is dead though in the whimsical world of words I can resurrect him, not in the raining rays of the Texas sun, but in the darkness in his Oldsmobile, on a Christmas Eve bathed in the lighter lights of the season, their reflections, rolling over our tinted windshields, littered our eager eyes, in color and cacophonous taunting, “ ‘tis the season, ‘tis the season”
the children are not yet disenchanted by these chants, thinking still of presents under the tree some flickering sense of mystery
I, old enough to shave and see the cords that feed the mocking lights, catch a lump in my throat, before it fills my eyes with terrible tears for I know the car will take us back from whence we came far from the Plaza where we watch the lights, to the walls where the colors don’t speak to a place where one day someone will die and the lights and all my words will not bring them back
still suffering from writer's block--forced this one onto the page