i want to die, what is the use of staying alive? whats is the purpose of my life? when i am allways living with so much strife. i can't go on living this way. i can't stand boring day,afther boring day. just watching my life waste away. you must think im a drama queen. you haven't been there,you haven't seen. the disaster my life has been. i know death is part of living,but all i know is that i will be quitting my life, which has no meaning, i want death to take over, i want to go being sober, knowing what i am doing. aware of where i am going, no need for drugs,no need to disguise the feeling certain death will arise i will go quietly, no one will know just let me sleep.and not wake up tomorrow i want to die,don't want to cry,no one understands my sorrow....