I’m sorry that being around me is so draining. I should elaborate. Being around me is Expensive. Not in the sense that I will cost you a lot of money, at least not on purpose. In economics we learned about costs and benefits. What is the price of happiness? It does have a price. Economics says so. How much enjoyment do I bring? What does it outweigh? The bad seems to always be more prominent than the good. I wish that I could have a second chance. I want to make it better. I’m sorry that to you I’m just a Cost.