I aspired to write a masterpiece,
paint you in watercolour
I longed to freeze time,
in our little Bubble
when it was simplistic,
when all was fine.
To present you with the words of the universe
try to understand
that a girl like me could dry up any well of make believe.
So I didn't ask, I didn't delve even when I knew I should,
because I'm human,flawed and broken
like that plate you smashed palpable between us.
Ignored and neglected
these letters off my pen
and I wonder can I catch the raindrops,
and open the floodgates to wade through
my horrific beautiful mistakes.
Eccentric dear,
Your not different nor crazy not at all.
Your wonderful
Wonderful
I never told you enough.