I long for your affection. I long for your praise. I long for the love you gave me, on that sorrowful day.
I miss you like I miss the dark. I loved you like I loved the scars. I miss the way you kissed my cheek. I loved the times you gave to me.
I don't regret my time with you. I do regret that you didn't follow through. I don't regret the love we shared. I do regret the way I cared.
I hate myself for running back. I love myself for giving you the chance. I hate myself, for pain you caused. I love myself, for joy the joy you brought.
I miss you like I miss the dark. I love you like I loved the scars.
He brought my joy, and he brought me grief. I love(d) him deeply. I wish I could just let go. I miss him a lot, but chances come and go.