Have you ever felt so lonely that it feels like you're vanishing into nothing
and you check your heart to make sure its beating,
your pulse to make sure its vibrating with your being,
and your breathe to make sure you haven't forgotten such a numb sensation as the air against your lips?

Have you ever felt so lonely that it feels like your existence is fading into the cracked spaces of your paint etched walls?

And have you ever felt so lonely that the epitome of your soul echos hollow within the caverns of your abandoned mind so that just the ticklish caress of your whispered thoughts against it's decaying bone skull makes you feel loved?

Have you ever been so desperate, deprived, or sorrowful as the forgotten memory you almost remembered as you almost almost just close to almost recalled?

I feel that lonely in this secret. I feel that lonely because alone I am in love with you
-rachel giudici may 29,2013 10:52pm