dear lord, i don't talk to you often enough, i know. are you disappointed in me? no matter, don't make anyone pay for my mistakes. though i am lonely, bless the friends i have and bless the ones i have yet to make (hopefully). bless the musicians i listen to to drive away the loneliness in my heart. they always makes me feel better. bless my ex's mend my heart and let me find my one in a million. and finally, forgive me Lord for what i have done and for what i have left undone. i'm not perfect at all.