WAS shimmering and now
I am losing my mind
though I loved her
yes I did and perhaps still do
I am a leaking boat
sinking slowly
the mist rolling over me
losing my view
losing myself
the light dimming
I am buried by the darkness
the light ebbing away
I am further out
alone and silent
missing her more
missing the touch
missing her enchantment
her crazy
the beauty
I love her
and always will