I'm walking around in a endless circle
No longer breathing my face is now purple
It seems as if my struggle is eternal
Immortal
I'm falling
I try to catch myself and fail
I try to continue but always bail
If I'm not good enough for anyone
How could I be good enough for myself
Living day by day in my own personal hell
Reach out for help and it's only temporary
Shivering in my skin high
I'll **** myself if you dare me
Am I crazy or ****** up
Is there a difference?
I'm afraid I'm out of luck
Lacking brilliance
My soul and mind have to much difference
So far apart not an ounce of clearness
Mentally exhausted I have no interest
My heart is closing up, someone help
I'm falling apart, someone help
I can't go on, someone help
I want to die, someone help
And once again
No help in hell