But there's something behind that calmness... Something that I think of every now and then. Something that reminds me of wildflowers and the way I've always admired people with beautiful spines. Something that takes me back to places I've been to once and longed for right when I left. Something that stirs inside me when I hear all these little voices in my head that scream my imperfections. Every day, without any warning, I trip on the good things. It's like I'm on a deserted alley and all I could hear is my heart pumping...