I feel my lonliness curl
Comfortably into my heart
Im the only one
Who wants to kiss my scars
Who wants to whisper
"you're beautiful" to me
I'm the only one
Who holds me at night
And I'm the only one
Who dries my tears away
I'm the one
Who entertains myself
With what ifs
And unforgivable cowardice
Of being turned down, and
Of being turned away.
I am my own lover.
And I will fall asleep with
My arms around me tonight.