Last night I had a dream
That you killed yourself
And when I awoke
just the thought of it
Made the tears overflow
My heart literally felt like it was ripped to shreds
And I laid there in my bed
And wept
And the worst part was
The fact that it's actually one of my greatest fears
The fact that it could happen
The fact that I can imagine
that phone call
Or the grim look on my parents faces as I get into the car
Or the silent summon from the door of the classroom
But you made me a promise
And I'm holding you to that