Cant breathe, cant sleep, cant look in mirrors or peoples eyes.
Can't walk, cant talk because it never comes out right.
Never comfortable, always aching and don't forget I'm shaking
Can't focus or eat right, even close my eyes for peace.
All these things race through my head and they never seem to leave.
My heart physically hurts and my head feels so full.
Losing interest, hard to care anymore.
Can't sit comfortably and can't listen too well.
This isn't living so it must be hell.
Constantly feel like I'm going to be sick.
I want to rip things to shreds preferably my own skin.
Drained of all energy, left empty, left cold.
I'm so young yet it I feel so ******* old.
My head is a war zone and talking gives me headaches.
Trust me I've tried there's no way to escape.
This isn't anything new, it's been years.
This is depression. Nothing romantic to hear.