Feb 2014
1. My mind wanders, finding its haven on the memories of you and decided to stay there and dig deep again. I felt a sudden pang of pain.
2. What did I tell you? In two weeks time, I’ll be so over you. Look, it’s been two months and my life still *****!
3. I have to go back to my assignments. I intended to burn eyebrows, not to burn my heart with thoughts of you.
4. I just couldn't fight the urge to dial your number on my phone. After uncounted attempts, I finally dismissed the idea.
5. Coffee? Smoke? Wine? Which among them would help me forget you this time? At least for this time...
6. Staring blankly on my computer screen. It’s been five ******* hours!!
7. The night is cold. I long for the burning warmth of your hands on my skin. God, I missed you so terribly!
8. Cigarette, this time, I decided. Only to smell your familiar scent again making me long for you even more. I hurriedly threw it away. The smell of you still lingers on.
9. Grabbed my book, shuffled through the pages. Hell, it doesn't make any sense! Where’s my phone, I need to talk to you!
10. Tears. The only thing that keeps me human now. So I let it flow. Just let it flow.
11. How are you doing now, love? Do you, by any chance, feel any of what I am feeling right now??
12. Sleep. Then dream. I’ll meet you there. Where no scrutinizing eyes could ever judge us. And the right love we unfortunately felt at the wrong time.
13. Never mind the home works. Drunk again with memories of you...
14. Please, sleep, take over me now. I never knew what a good night sleep means ever since...
15. The last piece of my sanity gave in when I heard that song again in the cheap hotel. I am drowning on a flash flood of bittersweet memories...
2. What did I tell you? In two weeks time, I’ll be so over you. Look, it’s been two months and my life still *****!
3. I have to go back to my assignments. I intended to burn eyebrows, not to burn my heart with thoughts of you.
4. I just couldn't fight the urge to dial your number on my phone. After uncounted attempts, I finally dismissed the idea.
5. Coffee? Smoke? Wine? Which among them would help me forget you this time? At least for this time...
6. Staring blankly on my computer screen. It’s been five ******* hours!!
7. The night is cold. I long for the burning warmth of your hands on my skin. God, I missed you so terribly!
8. Cigarette, this time, I decided. Only to smell your familiar scent again making me long for you even more. I hurriedly threw it away. The smell of you still lingers on.
9. Grabbed my book, shuffled through the pages. Hell, it doesn't make any sense! Where’s my phone, I need to talk to you!
10. Tears. The only thing that keeps me human now. So I let it flow. Just let it flow.
11. How are you doing now, love? Do you, by any chance, feel any of what I am feeling right now??
12. Sleep. Then dream. I’ll meet you there. Where no scrutinizing eyes could ever judge us. And the right love we unfortunately felt at the wrong time.
13. Never mind the home works. Drunk again with memories of you...
14. Please, sleep, take over me now. I never knew what a good night sleep means ever since...
15. The last piece of my sanity gave in when I heard that song again in the cheap hotel. I am drowning on a flash flood of bittersweet memories...
The Greek word for "return" is nostos. Algos means "suffering." So nostalgia is the suffering caused by an unappeased yearning to return.
Just a bunch of random thoughts on one cold, lonely night. I guess we all have that kind of night when you intended to do something worth doing and then end up losing yourself in an emotion that sting the most - longing for impossible things, nostalgia of what never was, desire of what could have been...
02/17/2014
Just a bunch of random thoughts on one cold, lonely night. I guess we all have that kind of night when you intended to do something worth doing and then end up losing yourself in an emotion that sting the most - longing for impossible things, nostalgia of what never was, desire of what could have been...
02/17/2014
