here
i am in the kitchen and it is tidy
for once
the noticeboard is all dated last year
cats crawl around my feet

i haven't fought in a while
and you are happy

i used to think i was doomed
i thought i'd die before thirty
i thought not eating would take me

i never thought i would live
in a house half my own
with cinnamon and a chrome clean sink

i haven't fought in a while
and i am happy