I feel queasy, nauseous, faint
Constantly knowing that I thought things were fine
looking at old pictures, I was so oblivious
I thought I had it all but you were nothing I wanted
you're what I wanted to avoid.
and now I know what you've done..
the trust is completely gone.
I am constantly sick because of my mind,
picturing you now, doing the same.
Hurting me the same just getting better at lying and hiding.
depression I roll into, I can't seem to break rotation.
I need out, I need light, I need breath, I need life.
Because when I'm around you I'm not sure if I know you.
you've lied to me, since the beginning
the trust is completely gone.