Indecisive, a woman through and through Futile attempts I make to try and find a clue As to why my heart and my head never seem to agree Do I dare to move forward with tiny steps of uncertainty To stand still is to move backwards is what they all say A thought adopted from times much further than yesterday Can't I sit still long enough to gather my emotions and thoughts Therefore when I move I wont just move I'll blast off Into life into love and adventure with certainty I won't fail Yet what times is there to sit and contemplate and create a plan to prevail Back and forth I swing hinged by fear and doubt My heart and mind finally agree what I need is a new route Someone or something to launch me into hope and belief A way to distract myself from me is what I ultimately seek