I never thought I'd lay my hands Upon you in such violence Across your face five bright red bands Eyes locked in chilling silence A tear betrays your angry face You're scared to death, I know it I guess this is my fall from grace As now my shame would show it Now as I apologize You only hear me barely I hope that you can recognize I mean it so sincerely I'll hate myself for years to come My inner light shines dimly I never thought that I'd succumb To darkness deep within me These demons claw from inside out I can't face them alone And darling if you leave me now I fear their strength may grow My seams they burst and to my knees I fall and now I'm pleading Help me fight fight these enemies Don't leave me here just bleeding