Is it a step in the right direction When you're always left behind When you can't establish a connection Between reality and your life When your feet are planted firmly Upon unstable ground When your voice is never heard So you never make a sound When your nerves are battered numb So you cannot feel a thing When the person you've become Isn't who you want to be When the only thing remaining Is the need to end it all And the only thing your gaining Is the worry that you'll fall When you pray to god for answers Believing in the sky But religion is a cancer You're believing in a lie