fragments of that lifetime ago the sun low to the end day horizon and my childhood companions shouting and laughter the intense feel scent of fresh cut grass the long shadows garden gate spiders web and the shell of brick doorway the long path with its tangled trees what man tread there what past tread through this dark wood mesmerized by the burnt ruin captured by the tale i would stand in that doorway and ask for her hand i would ride in the brisk sun a child no more free of the things that bound me to that place were it that i could go back undo all wrought but standing here in the sea and sand i pray that i finally have come home