I apologize for what is next My love for you doesn't exist It’s hard enough for me not to say I’m slowly falling the wrong way I never had what felt right I never slept at night How could you even see When the truth was under lock and key
In my dreams you always hang And when I wake I feel the pain Now swallow your problems away Take your dose to numb the day
Let my love loose Let it bleed profuse I couldn't resist the desire Ah cheating liar I should be dead The urge inside my head Now let it go, the pain begins to slow You’re not my only, love
The scars, I have seen My heart, it always bleeds The pain, floods my mind The hate, cuts through the night
This is just pieces of a bigger puzzle strung together so that explains the lack of flow and immediate direction.