I cannot feel anything anymore,
it's as if every single drop of my blood
drained out of me overnight,
I fight the empty feeling,
search for your written words,
only to find empty pages.

I've been told,
read a million harsh riddles
about the stages of heartbreak,
it's a slow & painful process.

The sad journey begins
when you feel
nothing inside,
no warmth
runs through you veins,
you lie looking for answers,
bloodless & alone,
with no angels
singing any lullabies,
wondering how you
will ever survive without her.