I cut myself to see how much I will bleed, And watch as little bubbles of rubies fall from the flesh. They swim so slowly across the open air, they are life giving bubbles. And fall into infinity as they wash into the depths of the ocean floor, my shower. As the waves of precious rocks begin to cease. I press hard against the current to make the waves come back to life. Giving life to watch my own fade away. Of course this one crack in the surface of the world is never enough. And so the earthquakes and new ruptures burst onto the surface. It's just nature taking it's course. The land trembles and somethings happens to rip open. Spewing out boulders not bubbles. They don't slowly sweep across the skin. Nor do they float down into the depths below. But spew out quickly and slam down into the ocean floor, my shower. Turning clear into murky. Changing the pure face of water into tainted minerals. These waves will never stop. Until the source they came from is gone as well.
Optional optional not so optional to me. I don't know why I felt like writing this. I am not on the brink of death and I am no where near feeling this. I feel very very happy right now, thinking about my sweety and loving her.