I've been putting my 2 year old knots up in a bun with the loose hair falling out like spider limbs for a few weeks now hiding my strength behind a scarf and sunglasses hoping that maybe this will disappear and leave me alone even though that is the last thing I want to be I've been hiding from you by sleeping with my back to the sky and my face buried in the sand
and today I've started to actually listen when I think and hear what I pretend when I speak