A nightmare wakes me from my bed
While a cyclone is spinning in my head
My mind replays everything I've done
Yes, my mind replays everything I've said
My conscience disconnects from my own person
Turns on me, and scolds me with disapproving eyes
"Look at what you've done, you're nothing"
I can't stand the way it loves to criticize
It never takes a break, it wont leave me alone
It wont stop following me everywhere I go
It keeps screaming loudly despite how loud i shout
I think its time to blow my ******* brains out...