Sitting on this rusty balcony I teeter on the median of self-contempt and why I latch onto men and women of any kind so I am the ******* to those who are in the moment I crave, yearn for someone better. Bemymuseyou Bemymuseworld I am just a blonde, ribbon-haired child you see I am not the artist sitting on a rust balcony No I'm the child Not the muse not the Mother I am not an author creator No I am a child.