I felt the kiss of the lips that weren't yours. I welcomed them with mine but they didn't feel like home. His hands gently introduced themselves to the side of my face but every stroke felt like an emotional choke. He admired me like art, unknowing that i was already sold.
Sensational smile. Enchanted eyes. I'm in love with every being that you are. My spirit screams "beautiful" every time my eyes have the honor to admire you. Your voice caresses me deep down in my soul. Your presence tastes like heavens rain. My pride bows in your absence and becomes humility. Honestly, i've flirted with the imagination of us. I've danced with the fantasy of our lips embraced. Every night the scent of your hair tickles my senses like i'm falling asleep in a bed full of roses.
You timetravel me back when earth was still a paradise. Back when men didn't know sin. Back when God Himself dwelled among His people. Probably i wouldn't love you then cause the way i love you now is already a sin to me. And then i remember: this is not paradise and i'm already a sinner who was drugged at our first encounter.
That night,
After meeting the lips of an undesirable visitor i realised that i can kiss as many as i want. My soul would only be satisfied when i come home. To you.