And I just can't feel it
The feeling of life
There's a Glass window
Between me and reality
I can't feel my own fingertips
Running through my hair
Or get that feeling
I used to get listening to my music
I don't like drinking
I don't like smoking
I don't feel amazement
Or happiness
Just a grey
With no emotion
No blue or red or green
Just grey
It's like my heart and head
Are muted
And I look at my life
Like its a ******* joke
I don't know if I feel
Or if it's just my imagination
I say I care
When I should care
But I really don't
I just don't want you
To hate me
For being an unattached little *****
But that's what I am
So I wake up every day
With a grim smile on my face
Im nt growing distant to you,
I'm growing distant to everything.