maybe one day 25 years from now when my mind isn't so dull and my trees aren't so bare and my throat isn't so numb I'll conjure up enough words free from disfluency and stutter that capture moments like the ******* model 20. Efflorescence or Chatoyance or Gossamer will coin it all, And I'll write them on parched paper with solid gold ink and seal it so the words never escape me again. But until then, let's just go with love.