You've never truly felt it.
If you think that,
it’s stupid.
Stupid that I can’t be around all of you at once.

But you don’t understand.
Oh, you don’t understand.
How I wish I was confident enough
just to send “Hey”
And oh, how i wish.
That it wouldn't be so tough,
just to be “okay”

I work for your happiness.
Because that is all I have.
I have inside me, hopelessness.

No, this does not go away in one night.
One “girls’ night out”

It takes time.
But time is not my friend.
As time goes on,
I stay still.
Wanting only just someone to ****.











me.