how did i get so lost?
i touched the end.
just a moment longer.
but they tempted me.
they tempted me so.
in the warm water, i lost myself.
my mind fled with my strength
and left me alone with her.
the robotic soulless *******.
the urges.
the pain.
i thought i banished the past
the painful past haunting every corner of my anatomy
but i did not.
i could not.
no man could forget.
no angel could overcome
the broken insides
and the crushed souls
fluttering desperately in my rib cage
they cannot escape.
and neither could i

e.s.s.