I wish you could see me now how much happier I've become I wish you could see the time Tony and I drunkenly fire extinguished the whole third floor or when I hiked Bishops and smiled over the world I wish you could see every day as I experience flow in the work place running to and fro busy but enjoyment spread over my face I wish you could see me working out with Kyle and Brian pushing eachother to our limits I wish you could see all this so you'd know all the things you could have lived but instead you missed