i broke your heart. again and again... and again. i broke your heart so shamelessly and you took it like a man and you cursed my name. i came back and you didn't let your heart sing you didn't let your heart feel it not for awhile. but when you let me in, god, did you let me in. your trust was intoxicating and i took full advantage. but it was never love. that was long gone, lost so many winters ago. i said goodbye stiff-backed and determined, and you waited 'til i turned my back to wipe your tears away because you have a silent pride that i can never touch. i know you would answer if i came back again and that is why i never will. because i know you would answer and i know that i would leave again.