Oh, I've loved... To the boy who gave me the world, and had me heads over heels. To the friendship that was set on fire. Burning flames; igniting my heart & soul. To the butterflies in my stomach, the hands sweating, and the heart beats racing. To the smile that was from ear to ear during moments between us two. To the warmth by clothing that belonged to him. To the fantasies about having him eternally; like a tattoo.
Oh, yes, I've loved... & had my heart broken. To the boy who knocked me off my feet after I was on top of clouds. To the boy who had me falling all the way to the ground, after falling for him. To the puffy eyes that spent sleepless nights sobbing over that boy. To the memories I still hold so dear; buried deep between two lungs. To the wounds that wouldn't mend. To a soul that's aching, and a heart that's breaking.
To the boy who grew up to be a guy. But, I'm still just a girl in love with that boy. Oh, I've loved... & I've lost