If I knew that may have been the last time I saw you, I would have held my eyes on you for so much longer. I would have appreciated the way you walk, and the way your eyes shimmer even when the sun is hiding behind the clouds. If I knew that may have been the last time I held you, I would have held you so much tighter, and never would have let go. Not even to look up and stare at your face. If I knew that may have been the last time I was with you, I would have said everything. I love you.