My other half visited me today. For a while I felt okay. I wasn't sad or afraid. My other half gave me hope When I locked my front door and walked away. I looked back as I drove away. I wasn't sad. I wasn't glad either. But I had more hope than I did in the past. My other half told me something that made me realize that all of this mess that is happening to me Is all for great reasons. Its a chance to start over. Its a chance to be happy. Its a chance to save myself from me. I am no longer afraid of the tomorrows. I cant wait to face the future now. I now know that everything is going to end up being okay.