Heading home yet again.., To my third floor view Hidden here amongst solitude The empty rapture of company Kept in paper, vinyl and cacophony I hear a knock--On the door, my door Shortly after I came through it The sound: it hummed of fickle fate I left ringing in my confidence For no body I still know , knows where I live And if they do they dont remember where it is To get lost in the rivers of life's endless meanders Asking for patience in all I do find there Some give me love and years pass with them Some pass away and I remember them in color This one stayed, in black and white But she took her shoes off The ghost of my lover I prayed for endlessly But had forgotten i did, yet how could I? This kiss so warm it woke me up And all of her everything was gone in the morning And now asking myself, did it have to be me? That you pulled away in the dead winters night