I don't know
Where to start,
It seems to be
Tearing me apart.

I don't know
How to cry,
But tears keep pouring
From my eyes.

I don't know
What to feel,
Is any of this
For real?

I don't know
Where they went,
But they left me all alone
Again.

I could tell you the story
But it would take
The rest of our lives you see.
Just know that in this quarry
Lie shattered hopes
And broken dreams.

Heart cut into pieces
Blown away in the wind.
Perhaps some day
I'll find them
And maybe then
These wounds will mend.

I don't know
What I'm doing,
But I know
I'm not doing that.

I don't know
Where I'm going,
But I know
I'm not going back.

I don't know
What they told you,
But I'm not
Okay this time.

And I don't know
How to show you
Without feeling the pain
Again.