My whole life is a battle between heart and mind And you always send them both Barrelling in overdrive
Despite the hits my heart has taken The childlike state hasn't died The one telling me no one will hurt me And that everyone can be kind But i've built a cage around my heart Barbed wire trying to stamp out feelings of love from the start
And my mind is no more reliable The things it whispers to me always keeping me in the dark Fear and sadness keep me rooted to the spot Always replaying peoples cruel remarks No end to the horrid thoughts tattooed in my brain
Somehow you've gotten through the barriers my heart has put up And for some reason you deal with all the demons my mind has ingrainedΒ Β My heart wants to believe you when you say that four letter word How you could love someone who hates herself is an idea my brain can't comprehend I think it's time I let my heart free once more And silence my brain screaming "You'll only get hurt!" Despite the fact that it's only hurting myself It's time for my mind to be reworked And now that my heart controls my mouth I can finally say "I love you too"