It's cold outside
I think my thoughts have frozen over
Lately I've been in and out of reality
Sometimes I can't tell the difference

This winter has been so harsh
I'm losing people
I'm losing myself
(Am I even here right now?)

My once warm blood
Has suddenly turned to ice
It's too cold for me
To function
And I wish you were here
Like in the winter of 2011
When you slept on my floor with me
And we ate popcorn
While my brother hit on you

My head is spinning
I don't remember today
I don't remember anything
Besides that look on your face
When you told me you loved me

You were always so good at lying