Place your head next to mine on these soft pillows. Let's breathe each other in. Pretend that time is paused and we have forever to spend.
I want to touch your hair and the spot right at your temple that meets your jawline. And run my fingers over your lips, slowly, as if my fingertips could memorize the lines in them. I want to look into your eyes with mine fully open, so that you can see within. And seeing you, and knowing you, my heart will swell up inside, and feel like imploding.
And we could lay like that for hours...in no rush, yet knowing we will do more in a little while, but wanting to prolong it, savor it, to put it to clear real-time memory, so we can recall it in detail later, whenever we wish.
And it won't be a heated union, not a fast release. We deserve more than that...we deserve so much more than that.
There will be no tearing off of clothes, but rather, we will both stand, and undress one piece of clothing at at time, unveiling ourselves to each other. Unveiling ourselves and discovering each other together.
And my hands will guide you to all the parts of me...all of them..because that's what I want to give to you. And we will move without thinking...only feeling, only depth.
And we will surrender together to us....
There will be nothing like it. Nothing to compare it to.
It will be meant and it will be all that is you and me.