The silence of eternity is deafening
Thinking forbidden thoughts
Like the longing for a stranger's touch
No recollection of how I got here
Just the sinking feeling like falling
And a broken hearted blood painting
Longing for a smoke or maybe a shower
Drowning in the loneliness of lifelessness
Pondering the temptation to waste away
If I jumped in the void so willingly
Would you hear my everlasting screams?
Would you notice my absence of failure?
Left in her shadow every day, never heard
Would my silence be missed or go unnoticed?
Walking near the edge is like a ***** game
You won't win if you aren't afraid of falling