Mommy! Mommy!
What have you done for me?
Remember when I was little and I got would run around the playground and I would scrape my knee?
Mommy should have kissed it better.
Remember when I would tap you on your shoulder when I had something neat to show you?
Mommy never felt it.
Remember when I was little and I would beg for you to not hit my with a belt?
Mommy should not have hurt me.
Remember when I was little and I craved your attention?
Mommy should have given some.
Remember when I started to grow bigger mommy?
Mommy never noticed.
Remember when you never showed me the right way?
Mommy made me create my own path; she only showed me to the darkest parts of life.
Remember when I was *****; every day for two whole years?
Mommy should have saved me.
Remember when  I started to cut open my wrist?
Mommy never cared enough.
Remember when I overdosed?
Mommy should have cared.
Remember when you told me you did not want me around.
Mommy said she did not want me in her life.
Remember when I started to fade into the blurriness of the unknown?
Mommy has no clue.
Mommy! Mommy!
What have you done for me?
*H.T