I made a comment about jumping off a building the other day And you looked at me and said "You shouldn't joke about suicide." And I completely agreed, suicide is not a joke But little did you know, I wasn't joking And even though I smiled as I said it, I silently begged you to see behind it And pull me far, far away from the edge Before I fell where no one could reach me Because their is a huge difference between wanting to die And wanting to **** yourself It can make the difference between life and death And I'm afraid I've gotten to the point That I might just want both