I believe I met the devil And he tried to **** me No horns did he have In fact on the contrary He was fine And even better he was mine Or so I thought
Cause love grew even after Years of waiting and all the debating Of whether or not I should let him partake of the goodies
He seemed to have waited And after all the begging I gave in and became engulfed ****, I became a fiend for lied in between It was like a dream and I readily shared myself And shared all I had cause he was my man Or so I believed
Even through years of tears And extreme paranoia I couldn't break free There was such an overwhelming presence That had a hold on me
The devil, a chameleon Whose colors change as the wind blows Creative liar and deceptive Adaptable to playing games Cause he learned how to be a Master magician to survive
Enter I who had the nerve to believe Simply because I conceived Leopards would lose stripes and choose me
Depressed and stressed And so disillusioned But under a hypnotic spell Trapped in a living hell of mental torment A sick parody Cause the reality is I'd never let someone run over me Intentionally How could this be Better yet, where's the real me
Lost and confused Chest compressed ****, how can I be blessed Awakened by visions of years of bad decisions Made my heart stricken as I pant for breath Cause images of famine and death Was much more than I could fathom Life passing me by became my anthem The subtle whispers of despair was introduced to me And seduced me effortlessly
Caught in a web of drama and demise Soul so vexed look in my eyes Yet steadily believing I was a prize And to my surprise I was just entangled in the web With many other victims
I began to pray and ask God To get me away Free me from hexes and magical powers That apparently had overpowered me
He reached in and saved me And separated me and gave me Fresh wind, better visions And a new friend He gave me provision and I made a decision to stay free And truly do what's best for me And finally I can breathe without toxic air Depression, grief or hopeless despair
I look back and realize I met the devil And he tried to **** me and **** my dreams But God is so merciful By him I'm redeemed