if i am a goddess you are a ******* galaxy with eyes like clusters of stars that i could get lost in for centuries and i nearly do i want you in the simplest of ways i want your entire presence i want to kiss you but i still want to hear those beautiful words you say because although you doubt me you do articulate like a master i want to hold you and fall asleep on your chest again with your arm lazily draped over me and absently rubbing circles in my back but i also desire sleepless nights and barely audible conversations about love and music and happiness and life laughing way too loud and have to quiet each other as to not wake anyone i want your body and your mind but if i could only have one i would always choose your mind and that is why i think i'm in love with you
...but clandestine is the best description of our adventures since october