I lost the pounds. I dyed my hair blonde. I joined the volleyball team. I stopped wasting my time at church. I gave away my virginity to the first guy who asked for it. I dropped all of my AP classes. I created a Facebook account. I started wearing different clothes. I swapped out my lame friends for a new set of popular and pretty friends.
Do I feel better? Of course I do! Well... Sort of... I mean, Yeah, I lost my college scholarships. Yeah, I hate my new friends. Yeah, I'm not going to graduate on time. Yeah, I'm stuck with a kid that I'm not ready for. Yeah, I have to live on the streets. Yeah, I hate my job. Yeah, I've lost everything that's dear to me,
But...
I should be happy, right? People said that I needed to change, So that's what I did. I was sick of hearing that I could be better... Sick of hearing that I was too innocent for life. So, I took matters into my own hands.