All my life I've been told "Family First," "forever & always" I told myself, no longer a blessing, I'm starting to feel like I'm cursed. Tell me I'm a baby, I should leave it to the big kids; tell me, Dad, did it hurt when you saw us grow up the way that you did? Broken, hopeless, & running nowhere. You scarred us for life, ****** our future, but you're not even aware.